~sh0w0ff

Livin in Philly for now..This summer I'll be living in Virginia Beach for about a year..then wherever work sends me next. I just bought my own camera so I'll be putting up some new pics! ( not that they are superb or anything!)
Things are going awesome. I'm done.

I do have myspace. myspace.com/joyxdrop if ya'll want to add me

its like 45 min past my bedtime and im scared to go to sleep because i saw a fucking spider! ah! haha ok, anyways my last weekend was great. friday there was a party over at joshs but i wasnt quite feeling up to partying, so i left after about an hour. i sat on the porch and fed a homeless cat some sunchips. he loved em on saturday we had a huge day planned out, but brett decided not to come home to go to work, so ashley had to go in for him, so heather and i decided to save the day and drive all the way out to maquoketa to get his ass and drag him to work, so we did. it was prettty cool tho cuz i got to talk about life and stuff with my buddy! after that we got everyone together and got all the water balloons we filled up and went to a park. there was a crap load of us and we had 8 tubs full of water balloons spread out across the field. it just happened to be the best water balloon fight ive ever been in. after that we decided to head downtown and play in the fountains at the river center. we did that for awhile and then chilled above the parking garage to dry off a bit. later on we went out to princeton for jaimes bonfire. right before that i got in an argument with someone i care about a whole lot. we have things worked out, but gosh it sucked. she meant so much to me for the longest time. the bonfire was cool, i saw an old friend from a couple years back which now reminds me i was suppose to call him and hang out today. oops, now i feel like an ass. anyways on sunday ashley, dimitry, alison and myself went to see charlie and the chocolate factory. it was awesome. not as good as the first tho by far. after that ryan, megan and brett came over and we all ate dinner together..cuz thats what we do on sundays, and then we watched an amazing episode of queer as folk. megan and i cried while everyone else looked at us with stupid looks lol.

so this guy i was interested in, well i found out hes not such a great guy after all. i talked to alot of my friends who know him personally and i didnt hear many good things about him. so as far as interested beyond friendship level has changed. but i still think hes pretty cool and can be a good friend. gosh, i dont know about guys still, they creep me out, words cant explain it. im so lost lol. and besides i cant even imagine myself being in a relationship with anyone right now or even months from now. i cant believe how much ive changed and how i just dont want anybody, its totally weird, i always wanted somebody before but now i think relationships are just lame.

well we are moving in 1 week. im so excited about our new place and new furniture and that we are going to bug bomb it first so i dont have to see a damn spider or fucking centipede for a long time. ::shivers::

um what else..oh ya i'm going to be a clown. thats right, following the family business..of course its not going to be my life job, fuck that. just some fun on the weekends and some extra cash in my pockets. i am going to be the cutest clown you will ever see. i'm going to have a pink crazy punky type wig, a white face with diamond eyes..cuz thats right im shining on with my diamond eyes, and heather is going to help me design my costume.

im thinking this is long enough to last a couple of weeks, so i'll be back then!

if you want to see updates of me more often then i suggest you go to MYspace. [link]

oo lala. im starting to like someone. its weird. we met 3 years ago during the worst part of my life and we both had "crushes" on each other but neither of us knew about it..but we have been reunited thru myspace.com. too badd this person moved to CA..but will be moving back to the quad cities eventually. we definetly have a connection, so we'll see what happens in the future. kinda glad hes not here now, im not ready for a relationship so its all working out swell.

the weekend was crazy. we had a crap load of people over. we played spin the bottle, it was funny. then somehow an indoor water balloon fight occured. i got soaked and i saw someone coming after me so i jumped into the shower and got more balloons thrown at me, then ashley jumps in and turns the shower on, then we pull dmitry and alison into the shower and we get bombarded with balloons. haha it was great, we were completley soaked so we had to run around in our panties for awhile till we captured some dry clothes. good times.

saturday we had alot of people over again, i didnt get too drunk, wasnt feeling all up to it especially after what happened. we saw firetrucks, copss, and ambulances outside our apt so we went outside to check it out and they brought down the 2yr old from upstairs down and she was having a massive seizure. it was horrible, i almost cried my eyes out.

this weekend shall be fun. party at alecias house and bonfire at jaimes. woohoo. bonfires are great, we end up getting drunk and then we end up jumping in the river. i wonder if that'll happen again. hehe

well i will probably update some more next week. i dont like getting on deviantart anymore due to some crap. see ya later..!

i had the best 4th of july this year. friday we had a party which fucking rocked..then saturday josh had a party which also rocked. heather and i started a club. its a no namer. but its awesome. leesa, brett, and i chased a bunny. this guy sang "fuck her gently" by t.d to me. and i saw a boy who looked like one of the drag Kings i saw in florida. hehe. On sunday night we went out to the middle of nowhere and partied at my friend crystals house. shes crazy. she had her tits hanging out all night and she kept telling me if she was "like us" (gay) that she would fuck me first out of anyone. i was like haha no, i dont do sex. then her sister ran around the house naked. they shot off fireworks and creepy craig was trying to hit on me ew. jaime fell a couple times right on her ass. we played spin the bottle cuz we were all drunk and had nothing better to do. dmitiry lit a bottle rocket and it attacked alison in the ass. after we left there alison drove about a mile down a one way highway. i was shitting my pants. then i came home and passed out. Last night we went out to grand mound to watch fireworks. we got there about 5 hrs early and we had a water balloon fight, played catch with these things, danced in the middle of the field ( i was shakin it like a polaroid picture )..then we watched fireworks. i think i ate something bad cuz i got sick right before we left to come home haha.

we are now getting the whole shabanagan together to go eat at the buffet king! ohh ya we are getting a new kitty. karas cat albert fucked ashleys cat gizmo and they made gizberts. they are soo cute and only 2 weeks old. i cant wait.
we also are moving july 28th. we got a 3 level townhouse in bdorf. all of our friends are going to pimp out our basement for parties. woohoo. im excited tho cuz now i can have my own room. we also went and bought new couches from jcpennys on saturday. well i gotta get this crappy shit outta my hair before i go shove food in my mouth with all of the best people i know.

oh btw florida fucking kicked major ass!!!!

leaving for florida tomarrow night after jaime gets off work. woo hoo. im super de duper excited, ive never been on vacation with my best friends before..it's going to be great, we have a sweet car, lots of cash, cans of ham, pepper spray, a sweet ass resort reserved right on the beach, and of course a bucket and shovel for sand digging. i will have to let ya'll know my exciting adventure when i return ( if i do ) on the 14th..

i believe friends are the key to life. when i didnt really have friends all alison and i ever did was sit around and hang out with each other, ( not that that wasnt fucking awesome and shit ya know ) but now we have awesome friends. real close ones too that i know i can trust and if ever needed to cry on there shoulders or turn to them for advice. i had all these friends before i completely turned on them and moved away to springfield which was one of the worst and best mistakes of my life. but thats all done and over with and now i have some of the greatest people in my life. what else could i ask for..
who knew being single could be so great. not me cuz i had never been single before, but totally not relying on anyone to make me happy makes such a different in life. ive actually had been thinking lately that i'm a-sexual. not that im not attracted to people cuz of course i am, but i just havent felt the need or even wanted to be with anyone sexually. except for one girl but we arent going to go into that.

my freakin weekend was awesome as hell. there was a party, a couple bonfires, a friendship dinner, a road trip, aliens, a visiting sister, shopping, alecia talking about unicorns, an art show, drunk middle ages dancers, a friendship fight, kickball, packing, picnic, a scary movie, the 3 shadows, bocca ball, a note that says "Drunk..Had to go <3 Alecia P.s I'm fine. P.s. I promise", lots of coloring, a brett, dmitriy's cooking, alcohol, smores, the biggest weiner ever, hitting cassie in the face with a lint roller...

now our friends are arranging a picnic for us at vanderveer park with sandwiches, munchies, bbq chips, and fruit cups n whatever else. then we are going to hang out and do crazy stuff. then im going to walmart with jaime later for florida supplies. woohoo! see ya